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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Kicking It Old School!

Look at the picture. It's a picture of the all monetary of rm1, rm2, rm5, rm10 and last but not least the new and limited rm50. Ha ha! My friend kept this old notes since she was in primary school. Isn't it awesome? I mean, it's a good hobby to keep this kind of things. In the future. That money would me totally expensive. It's an antic money now and It's kinda hard to search for it nowadays.

The picture above is a picture of my short pants. I was boredoom and I took this picture. It's a skate boarding brand pants. Ha ha. I like this pants because it's unique. Not only that. It's a SKATE pants. Ha ha! lolx! I'm totally addicted to skate now. Sigh! lolx! I don't know if its good or bad for me. lolx! He he!

This is a short note given by my baby who gave to me the other night. Isn't she's sweet? He he! Love ya baby! Muahxx! Hugs!

Oh yea.. Happy belated birthday to my friends Alfred. Sorry didn't wish yesterday. I didn't know that It was your birthday. Ha ha! I'm so sorry dude! He he!

Anyway, that's it for today. Hope everyone enjoy it :P He he! lolx!

Monday, March 30, 2009

Ke BoringAn In Class

This picture was taken last few days ago when we had our recess and after recess at college.

Study or texting the BoyFriends? lolx! Ha ha!

Listening to music while studying. lolx!

I was concentrating listening to music and studying.. So I didn't realize that this picture was taken. lolx!

My classmates (:

The only boy who is in the class :P Ha ha!

Posing sotness and Krekness! Ha ha!

Afraid? noooooo! Crazy? Yesssssss! Ha ha!

Ha ha! lolx! Don't know what to pose anymore :P

Blurry faces :P

Crying faces ( I don't look like I wanna cry. lolx!)

Quite faces. Well... not really.. Everyone tend to laugh after they seen this picture with my crazy eye balls. Ha ha!

lolx! ha ha! Speechless :p

Monkey faces! Yeay! Ha ha!

She wanted to take her picture.. Good thing I block her view :p Ha ha!

This is a picture of me where I actually really studying :P Ha ha!

So there you go. Oh yea, let me introduce you all to my classmate... From the left is Sylvianna (sabahan girl), Gloria (sabahan girl) and Jacqulyne (Erm... Kuching or serian. I also don't know) :p Ha ha!

My history with Sylvianna... We both keep on argue everytime in class. Everytime see her, confirm quarrel. Don't know why. Ha ha! Kinda fun disturbing her. And she keeps on disturbing me as well :P lolx!

My history with Gloria... Hmm.. What is my history with her. Oh yea, she's my ex-gf name. So yeah. We're close and good... She sometimes help me in my exercise work whenever I can't answer it. Ha ha! lolx!

My history with Jac... She thought that I work at Serian Hospital but the fact that I wasn't. It was my brother who he saw at Serian Hospital. Ha ha! :P

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Thousand Miles away and back to where I was suppose to be

To my loyal blog readers which are Baby, Consuelo, Bryan, Gwendolyn, Joanna and Annette Rusa and others who I do not know who read my blog... I'm terribly sorry for not updating my blog lately because of laptop crash. Had to reformat my laptop and some some pictures were gone during the process of reformatting. Sayang eh all the picture. Luckily not that much. A few of my songs were gone as well... Sigh! Anyway, I got a lot of things to tell and to talk about since the day I did not update my blog. Punya la lamak I didn't update...

So to make it up to you all...

I'll add lots and lots of picture alright.. So enjoy the pictures and hope you all like it. Welcome back for myself after for so long. (:


7 Pictures above was taken during the Gaza Hope Event 2009. A fund raising donation drive for the people in Gaza. There were tons of activities happen during that event. There was music performance, Shuffle competition and more. I only attend to the music performance. It started in the morning till night but I only came in the afternoon. Maklum la... Aku kan good boy.. so pegi la church untuk sembahyang. It was on Sunday what! lolx! Ha ha!

Next...


Carrie Dark Queen and Jobby. Carrie asked me to do a fansign. So I agreed. I was so bored in the class so I decided to write her name on my hand... Then It's her turn to write a fansign for me (since she's the one who insist on doing it) lolx! So there she is.. Siap with my name lagi tu. Ha ha! Did you all know that one of the Akademi Fantasia girl named Claudia is her sister? Ha ha! No kidding.. It's a serious shit! Claudia is her sister. He he! and continue to Carrie... Isn't she's sexy :P Ha ha! By the way.. thanks carrie (: for the fansign. He he!

Proceed...


Okay.. This 2 picture above is a picture give by Consuelo. She told me that it is her birthday present (If I'm not mistaken) by... someone which I forgot who was it. I find it totally cool and awesome. Like she said.. It's like Chucky the killing little puppet... or is it doll... oh yea.. It's a DOLL! My bad. lolx!

3rd Stage...


AUTOBOTS.... TRANSFORM! Ha ha! Thanks for the picture Consuelo dear (: He he! Look at it... It's a picture of transformer's shirt taken by Consuelo. Sempat juga.. I thought She buy it or what ka.. Ha ha.. lolx! Nice wan (:

last but not least...

This was give to a beautiful friend of mine. A beautiful friend that I couldn't live without. A friend which mean to me more than the whole wide world. A friend that is totally different than another person in this world. That friend of mine is.....

Daniella Consuelo

Thanks for the picture dear. It really meant a lot to me (:

I guess that's it for now and hope you all enjoy it (: He he. Ta ta! Thanks for being reading though (:

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Happy 18th Birthday to Daniella Consuelo Dan


Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to Consuelo
Happy birthday to you

My warmest wishes to Consuelo for her 18th Birthday. I still remember when she was still 16 year YOUNG... I gave her one of a kind Necklace where no one can have except her. It's a special necklace from my twin and I for her 16th Birthday. Now as she has turn 18th years YOUNG... The one and only thing that no one can get for her (except myself) was a Damsel In Distress shirt. It's another one of a kind shirt which has her name on it (: Speaking about the necklace. My twin and I bought it without her knowing. We told that we're gonna get her something but she don't know what is it. We gave it during our jungle tracking. Before we start our jungle tracking. We asked her to close her eyes (well.. Sort of..) John was the one who close her eyes and I was the one who put the necklace on her neck. The moment John open her eyes... She saw the necklace and was like.. "Thank you" My twin and I was like... " That's it? check out the necklace properly".. The moment she see the necklace properly... It was our picture together with a short note saying Happy 16th Birthday... something like that la. It was a heart shape necklace and we didn't bought it with just a few ringgits you know. We bought it like what... Almost RM100... lolx! She wanted to cry already because it was a very nice necklace gift she ever had (: That was one of the best moment for her (I guess...) Anyway, She's having a surprise party for her 18th Birthday this year and she had no idea what is going on because her mum who plan a surprise birthday party for her. Like she said.. Her curiosity is killing her now. Lolx! Just hang on to it dear (: Anyway, enjoy it alright! Happy 18th years YOUNG once again dear (: Love, hugs and kisses to the birthday girl (:

Happy 18th Birthday DANIELLA CONSUELO ZOE DAN BINTI SIRIL (:

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Going for 2 months already

Happy 2 month Anniversary Baby! Love you muahxx!

My message to her:

"I love you and it has been 2 months we're together and I'm flattered with all the moment, the laughter and the joy we've shared."

Her message to me:

"I love you and sorry for all the things I've said that made you mad or upset. I'm really glad that I'm with you and hopefully forever."

Anyway, sorry it's just a short message to you. I don't know what else to write. Hugs and Kisses!

Monday, March 23, 2009

Tagged by Consuelo. Thanks Dear.

Sorry for not updating it. I got something going on and then my laptop is crash. I'll update my blog when everything is fine. For the mean time, I'm having the greatest nightmare of my life. Sigh! I'm terribly sorry. My apologies to Consuelo, Bryan, Gloria and Shaleen for being such a jerk lately. I'm still finding and recreating myself. I still don't understand myself. I'm seeking help from those who is close to me. Help me to understand myself because I can't do by myself.

What would your last name be if you married the last person you texted?
Dan? (Now that's odd. I text but no reply)

What was your first alcoholic beverage?
Erm, Beer.

How old were you when you first smoked?
Er, 12 then stop at 14 then 16 I gone bad. Terribly evil.

Have you ever lived with your girlfriend /boyfriend ?
Nope.

Have you ever taken someone back after they've cheated?
Never will.

What do you have pierced on you?
Left ear. A medium size pierce

Tattoos?
Not gonna have it.

Have you dated anyone on your top?
Erm, Date as friends got la.

Do you sleep on your stomach?
Sometimes. It feels good (:

Have you ever broken someone s heart ?
Yea and I'm terribly sorry.

Next time you will kiss someone?
Yeah.

Have you ever injected a drug?
MACIBAI LA!

Who are the people you would do anything for?
If I list it... Many wor. So to be short... Friends and Family and love ones.

When was the last time you felt like your heart was actually breaking?
Last few days ago and I often a heart broken

Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
The opposite. Most people say I understand the opposite more than my own gender

Are you happy with your life at the the moment?
If you all make me happy then I'd be happy. At the moment... I have no idea.

Last time you talked to your best friend?
This morning before class. I miss her.

Would you ever live with anyone on your top friends?
Definitely!

What is bothering you right now?
Quite a lot of things that is bothering right now. Friends, family, studies and myself.

How do you feel about the last person you kissed ?
Awesome! And missing it. Hen duo liao!

What do you have to do tomorrow?
Class. Boring!

Hows your heart ?
Erm... Broken but It can't be seen because I can only feel it by myself.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

What Happen To Me?

I'm not my usual character recently. Get easily mad, always not in the mood and most importantly, jealous to a friend for sudden. My friends doesn't understand me. Nor do I do not understand myself. I blame myself for being not understandable. I'm such a selfish, ego, self centered, and last but not least, pathetic idiot at all times. There is a short quote I wrote before when I was in a plane going back to Kuching. I wrote it on 11 January 2009. Here goes...

Another World

Hearing your voice is like
Listening to an angel voices.
Your laughter calms my life
Like the waves at the sea
That hits the million stones on the shore.
As I watch the sun kiss the sea,
I felt like staying in another world.
Another world with peace, joy and laughter
Of happy emotion.

Anyway, I ignored my messages with everyone, phone calls was neglected as well. Not taken my meals for a day since last night. Skip breakfast, lunch and dinner. Feel like wanted to faint and I was really wishing that I would faint when I was driving my motorcycle back from college. I'm hiding a secret from everyone about my health. Don't even bother to tell what is my problem. Some things are main to be kept by myself.

Haruskah ku mendiamkan diri untuk selamanya?
Adakah sesiapa yang akan menghiraukan ku?
Apakah kebaikan yang ada pada diriku yang amat penting bagimu?
Jikalau ku hilang selama-lamanya, siapakah yang akan mencari ku dan merindui ku?
Apakah sebab engkau untuk menangis dan merindui ku setelah kian ku tiada di dunia ini?

Ingin ku membuat suate permintaan daripada semua rakan ku yang telah berada di sisiku selama hidupku. Ia itu, lupakanlah aku selamanya kerana tiada ertinya untuk menangis ketiadaan kewujudan ku di dunia sebelum ini. Lupakan keriangan yang kita telah kongsi bersama sebab ku tidak menginginkan orang lain untuk menggantikan keriangan kita bersama. Anggapkanlah yang aku adalah sebahagian dari mimpi-mimpi indah dan sedih mu pada waktu malam.

Monday, March 16, 2009

Regrets and Convince by Gerrard Williams

I regret

That the fact you didn't text me
That the fact you didn't call back
That the fact you ignore me
That the fact you make me down
That the fact you make me disappointed
That the fact you spend less of your time with me
That the fact you make me sad
That the fact you make me cry
That the fact you don't wish me for anything
And the fact that everything was just a lie of phrase

Convince to me

That the fact you really care
That the fact you really love me
That the fact you really miss me
That the fact you would call back
That the fact I'm still in your memories since, then and now
That the fact when I'm gone you would look for me
And the fact that I won't regret for the rest of my life.

Wrote by Gerrard Williams

I like this quotes because its symbolized with my life style. That's all for me.

I kecik hati ba

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Twelve the quotes


First time around

Second took so long

Third time's the charm

Circle of the fourths

Five days to rehearse

Six to make it work

Seven notes in a scale

Eight in some countries

Nine in fancy keys

Ten years we've been friends

Eleven seconds to hell

And of course, twelve major chords.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Envy


Ta da... Itu dia kaki yang tak betul sudah... Adoi.. Very painful nia... Ha ha! Kan kan? lolx! Anyway, can't move much though.. Basically I can only go online most of the time since I cant move much. But the main problem is.. I'm starting my driving lessons la. Adoi... Lagi la teruk. Sigh. Sudah crack my kaki... Apa macam wanna drive kan? Sigh! Hopefully can stand the pain la... Plus.. who cares much about me getting hurt kan? Bukannya people peduli pun.. As far as I know... When I get hurt.. Confirm they scold me and asked me get injured some more... Bukannya get worried kan. Whatever la. Lazy la I wanna care much. Nothing much change even if I dun hurt myself. Bo Hoo!

Anyway, driving license starts on Monday afternoon. Which is good... I guess.. Sigh! Dah la just now grandpapa asked me to send him to buy 4D. I was like wtf! Hujan ba?!?!?! Mauk tidak mauk... Hantar only la! Dah my leg like this... Then asked me to send him to the 4D place... Kaki dah like what... Haih!

So freaking pissed! I'm not piss to people around me. I'm pissed of myself. So pissed off till I have no idea why am I pissed off myself. Stupid ba! Haih! Bodo eh!

Dah la I envy my friends in Miri there.. Especially my close friends... Punya la best dengar all of them go out together-gether... Haih! Kacau me again some more... Say go out with this and that and here and there... Malas la I wanna talk about it. Then again my twin also go out.. Punya la happy all of them go out today... I know I don't have friends in Kuching... I told Shaun already What I mean by I don't have friends here in Kuching and how freaking Happy if my Miri friends came down to Kuching... Freaking Happy me eh! But No one even bother if I'm happy or even sad because there Isn't any different at all. I Do Not Owe Anyone! Haih! NEVERMIND.

Friday, March 13, 2009

Broken ankle

Yeap.. As you all can read.. I have a broken ankle right now. Well... To be specific... crack bones on the left ankle... barely could walk. Sigh! But hey.. Am not regretting it. Ha ha! I finally learn new tricks for skateboarding ba.. He he! lolx! But the bad thing is... Hard for me to drive. Sigh! That's really really bad don't you think? Haih.. If Darling Gwen finds out... I'm pretty sure I kena BOMB teruk teruk.. Ha ha! lolx. (Basically she'll find out because from my blog or from her friendster comments) lolx! he he! Anyway, about my ankle... It happen yesterday evening... Learn new tricks on skate boarding.. It was okay at first.. few times I did it perfectly.. Skali.. my leg slip away from my skate board.. Punya la sakit I drop down. I terus cannot move. Ha ha! Laugh some more again me that wan. lolx! Then a few minutes before 7pm.. I have to pick up my nephew from tuition using motorcycle... Punya la sakit my leg wanna go up the motorcycle... Apu... Pedih giler! Ha ha! Balik rumah... Terus kena soal siasat. Punya la banyak soalan di asked... So my answer was easy... Jatuh dari skating :P Ha ha! Dun wan them to get worried ba... Tahan je la sakit. Then the whole night trying to sleep also hard. So painful ba.. Like got jantung only on my ankle... Kedup kedup kedup bunyinya :P Ha ha! lolx. Now dah tau ankle patah.. Alu la tak main for few weeks or months or a year.. Sigh! Now that's going to be freaking bored.. Not only that... No futsal too :S Adoi! Ni la tak best sangat ni. Benggong! Oh well... Terpaksa la no sports for the moment.. I wonder how I drive though.. I bet driving could even be painful... Or not.. Dunno la... Hopefully not painful la. Sigh! Kepedihan tak best sangat :P But still I'm happy la (: He he! Loves!

Skateboarding

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Friends SPM result and my table test result...

As you can see I did a bit of changes in my blog especially on my sidebars right (: Anyway, hope you all like it though...

To the topic!!!!

Today is the day where SPM result coming out... And a few of my friends are so nervous with their result and start to get worried or even cry about it. It is an important result but hey... If you cry for getting a bad result.. It doesn't change anything much.. Unless if you cry because you had a totally good result... Right? Anyway, I want to congratulate my Dearest Consuelo, my Suck Ass 3 kapak penang Jabak Shaun Adrian :P, Jacqulyne Juman, Richie and every of my form 5 friends who have good result... No matter what you get... I'll still congratulate you all... Because you've tried your best already and the others we let God help to finish the task (:

Next result....

My own result! Yeay! Ha ha! My table test result ba... I pass my table test (: He he! Apu so happy me ba! At first kan... I was so nervous.. Especially the color parts.. Adoi.. Really not liking it at all.. But I pass la. He he! So.. Yeay me (: He he... Then the next section... Which was section 1, 2 and 3... Apu... At first I thought that I would like either fail or pass at the range of 42-45 out of 50 question. Nervous ba me... Takut fail... Then have to re-seat again... Boring ba. re-seat again. Anyway, I asked the people in charge la... "Did I pass?" Then the people in charge like saying "Let see what's your result" Punya la nervous me... Terus she say... "Yupe.. You pass... Congratulation." At first I thought I pass dalam linkungan 42-45 ba... Sekali tengok.... 47 out of 50 ba... I was like "WTF! Serious ka this??? Only 3 question wrong only??? Biar betul me this???" Ha ha! I terus keluar from the table test office and go back home... (the office is near to my house ba) So I walk home with my happy and hyper face lagi tu... Apu... punya la suk me I walk... Walk fast... Then Walk slow... Apu... Happy tak terkata me that time... I was like clapping my hands and hit myself on the chest just to congratulate myself since no one is going to congratulate me ba. Ha ha! Punya la surprise by myself for passing my table test with 3 question wrong only.. Ha ha! Check it out.. Here's my proof :D


Punya la surprise I see my result. Ha ha! See..


Section A: 14/15

Section B:24/25

Section C: 9/10



Surprise lagi I see my own result. Ha ha! When I walk home.. I feel like I wanna shout. I feel like I wanna scream "YES" Just to feel how freaking I am with myself for passing table test. After I pass my table test kan. Really speechless ba. Like kena zip with a huge key lock on my lips. Ha ha! Happy giler time tu! Ha ha! I scratch my last 4 digit I.C number just for safety.. He he! And I really didn't expect to get that kind of result. Giler eh... I'd say... This is one of my best year so far... I mean... Good things happen to me since early of the year till now and I'm really glad. I thank God for everything. I thank God for my table test result. I thank God for my happiness. I thank God for everything. Love you much!

You're the man!

GOD

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

The Fact

Your smile,
Brighten ups my day.
Your touch,
Makes my heart beats faster.
Your stare,
Calms me down.
Your hugs,
makes me feel I meant to be with you.
And last but not least,
Your kiss,
Feels like everything happens doesn't matter.

Thanks for the quotes. It is so nice of you to write it. Though you're not good at it but at least you tried (: He he! Anyway, There is some place I wanna comment about your quotes though. It's like there's a missing words and need to add in... For example... Your last sentence... "Your kiss, Feels like everything happens doesn't matter"... Feels like everything happen doesn't matter what? Need to be a bit specific though. He he! :P Ta ta for now.
Missing

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Amazing!

First of all.. I would like to say I'm totally sorry to all of my readers for not updating my blog for the last few days. Been busy quite a lot and there was a special guest came down to Kuching just for a night. And I have no time to right my 'report' into my blog because of that special guest. lolx! ha ha!

Shaun Adrian (Suck Ass) was the special guest which came down to Kuching and spent a night at my cribs. Anyway, as soon as he reach Kuching, we went back home and makan like a lot of food. lolx! Ha ha! After that we went to the coffee shop to buy some boost! lolx! Not much la.. Just 12 cans. That's all. We drank the whole night till 3am. I was freaking sleepy and I got class some more in the morning. lolx! Ha ha! Anyway, I went to class pun like mengantuk arr.. Ha ha... During recess time.. I sempat again sleep... Baring some more... :P I should blame Shaun... :P Ha ha... Just kidding dude.. Anyway, it was fun having him around even though It's only for a few hours. At least there is someone for me to talk with and to hang out with. We even went to Sushi King and makan - makan.. Ha ha. It was Shaun's first time makan kat Sushi King and Makan at the Sushi Train place. Ha ha. Makan punya la makan. Banyak lagi tu we all ambil :P Ha ha! We spent like rm70++ for the sushi and luckily I got the sushi King discount rate :p Ha ha! 10% only.. pfftt! lolx! Anyway, here's some picture that I took while Shaun was around.


So basically We had a lot of sushi that particular day right. Ha ha. You can see by our plates that we ate :P lolx! Anyway, the picture below here is after Shaun and I done eating at sushi king. We went to meet Shaun's cousin and terus we go to the food bazaar section. Punya la banyak people over there. Suddenly Shaun was like pointing at this picture and said "Job... People's looking for you" I was like wtf?? What the hell is he talking about.. Paduhal... VACANCY rupanya.. cilaka! Ha ha! lolx! I pun terus take the picture of my name on it. lolx! Check it out :P

So that's it for today's blog... Sorry once again to all my readers for not updating my blog as promise. Quite busy ba.. Understand la kan (: He he... Will update it again tomorrow yeah.. Ta ta. Loves!

HEROES HER

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Last day of the week

Sunday is the last day of every week. Have no idea what to write for my title. lolx! Anyway, there's a few picture I wanna post for my today's blog. Picture of last few days ago, yesterday night and just recently today. Anyway, enjoy it (:

In the car with total safety. Too much safety don't you think? lolx!

Western food dinner yesterday night with my family here in Kuching (:

We couldn't finish the food because the meat was too raw... Sigh. But I had fun eating the garlic bread with cream of mushroom soup :P Ha ha!

Body Glove! Ha ha! Went shopping today.

I bought a surf short pants at Body Glove. It cost me RM172 ++ with 50% Discount. So basically it cost me Rm 86++ only. Ha ha!

Before I went back home, I found this interesting sign board. Picture of Pink Panther. lolx!

Not only that, I found Donald Duck too (:

Who doesn't know how does Mickey Mouse looks like right? lolx!

So there you go. Hope you all like it (: I kinda actually have a rough time this week. A lot of things happen this week and I'm too exhausted to think about it. From the 1st day of the week I had problems till the end of this week. How unfortunate. That's it from me. Ta ta! Loves!

Second Trial

Another day with unfinished business since last few years ago. I actually don't know what to write in my blog for today but I just wanna update my blog. So It's kinda boring day for me today. I went out early morning till 3pm today. Was hoping someone to text me to keep me accompany actually. But there's no one who text me in the morning till afternoon then baby text me. After that no more. So I kinda bored. Reach home around 3 something then about 5pm I went to play skate board till 6.30pm. Went back home and get ready for dinner. Around 7pm went to have western food for dinner. Just nearby the house. Nothing much happen lately. Anyway.. Just feeling of writing a short poem right now... So check it out...

You're feeling cold to me this presence.
My morning wasn't the same as how it used to be.
As I show you my sad face,
You don't even bother to cheer me up.
Thus, you don't even realize about it.
I disappear in your life.
You won't realize me even If I'm in front of your eyes.
How sad to be unnoticed even If I have a huge body.
You've change to the person I once known.
And now you're comfortable without my presence.
You can't see my reflection under the moonlight no more.
Because my presence has died.
Once you've realize that I've gone,
Then you'd start to regret for your selfishness.
There Isn't any turn back time.
For I have disappear from everyone's life for good.


That's it for now and that's the only words I can think of. Tonight I'm not feeling myself because I just got ignored for the rest of my day today. Pfft!

Friday, March 6, 2009

What is your expectation?


Surprise to Damsel In Distress. He he. I know you don't like the design but that is the only design I can look for with your name on it (: He he! Anyway, your 1st note in tagalog huh? COOL! Ha ha! I curi your picture though. Sorry for that :P He he! Saja wanna post in my blog as well. He he! lolx!

Anyway, this is the part where I'm talking about my blog title for today. Seriously, What is your expectation? Think about it? Think about what? I have nothing else to think. There isn't any thing to said or to think about. What a sleepless night. Seriously... Didn't sleep at all... Doubting my words before is not what I had in mind by you. I mean.. I keep my promises and you know that. Thus, involving other people is not an option of the problem we are having it now because it's between you and me and only us. I'm close to everyone and I told you that million times already. You know my history which I have told you before and now you barely could stand this situation. Loves!