3 years. Can it go further than that?

After 3 years of being together, I never have the thinking of leaving. Not even once. But you just said it tonight, "I'm gonna leave... although it hurts" Leave what? Leave me? I don't care if my tone are still raising higher than the mountain. I'm asking you. "leave me?" As long as you are not answering me, i'm not gonna stop questioning you! You have the mind of leaving me. You'd be lying if you say that you're not saying "leave you" because if not, you wouldn't even say "although it hurts" FUCK YOU! I never have that thinking and you dare to think like that! How could you!? It hurts worst than all the arguments we had and we are having now. You have that kind of thinking and I never did! Bullshit that you gonna stay in my life when you have that kind of thinking!

Great thinking there. I never would have come across with that words for the 2nd time again. I never have the thinking of leaving you at all... Not even once and you have that thinking. Great! I'd rather be alone right now. I'd rather not talk to you right now because that words stings worst than a bee.

New Chapter of My Life

Hello once again bloggy. So I'm back here in this blog on and off. Well, I've graduated end of April as how I said in previous blog post and DAMN I'm a DEGREE HOLDER! *HAPPY*

So now I'm currently working in Transwater API as QA/QC Engineer Cum ISO Champion. Pretty like the job though but..... A lot of work to do. Pretty hectic. Nevertheless, I like my current job. Enjoying myself with this new career of mine and amazing colleague all around :)

Anyways, that's all for now. I'm currently undergoing induction training and I just had my lunch :) Continue again with this induction training. Will post new story of my life sooner or later :)

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Waiting

So I've finish my studies for good.... Waiting for my graduation which is on end of April. I've completed 2 of my units for summer course and I can't wait to graduate. Provided that my grades for the 2 units surpass the requirement grades. Wooh! I just can't wait! Done for now! Chao!

Not my favourite

Well, that particular day (my own reference on which day I'm talking about) wasn't my most favourite day at all... In fact, it makes me hating of staying here at my own hometown. I just say what I gotta say... If you do not like how I do it, you better do it yourself. Don't be lazy and making us all as your maid because we do not live to please you and we have our own life to deal. How hard is it to do a simple things. If we can do it, why not you? Oh wait, I forgot why you couldn't do it...

YOU'RE A LAZY PIG

I just can't wait to get out from here. I'd go anywhere except here. No matter what, except for here. Your life is so much better because I'm in it being your maid doing all kinds of your work where you're suppose to do it instead of me. Your work, I'm doing it for you. Your food, I'm doing it. Your cloth, I'm taking it. Your stuff, I'm bringing it. If I left any one of it, I'm the one to blame. Why don't you do it by yourself? How hard is it to do it? At the end of the day, you take all the credits and what about me. I'm the lazy as person then huh? Even a friend of mine actually realize about it without me telling her the whole story. She knows. She did mentioned to you, but you with your 10001 reasons why you don't do it.

If only you're in my shoe... And I treat you like how you treat me. Like shit! You're old enough to think of what's your responsibility. This kind of life ain't gonna last long. You're only thinking of the short-term. Think again! You're old enough to know what you should do with your life. In the long-run, I don't think you can survive without us around. By then, I bet I'll be busy with my own life. I never wonder why some people leave you. It's because of your attitude and somehow they know your kind of attitude and start walking away. Even the ones you love. Done mentioning.

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Ordinary Sunday

Well, today was just a normal Sunday. Normal routine. But a little bit different. Went to watch "Here comes the boom". It's a very funny yet wonderful movie though :) And the best part is that.... It's MMA and UFC! :D

And tyre hunting as well. For rugby training :) But not me. Not at the moment. Can't train any sport at the moment due to ankle injuries *sigh* Oh well, gotta wait till it actually heals properly if not, this would be pretty a long term. Tonight football match is between Manchester United and Liverpool! ManU all the way! Gonna watch it at Ming cafe with some friends I guess. With my eldest brother. That's all for now :)

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Why not just admit instead of trying to be right all the time when you know you're wrong!

So yeah, my title says it all. When you know you're wrong, why not just admit it, don't just blame me and knowing that its actually your fault? I don't scold you if you're wrong even. But not you, you scold me when you're right (exceptional) and even when you're wrong. What's that? How hard is it to admit it? Another thing, you are always around! I was injured badly and now I start studying, what about you? You're always around and the only thing you do is sitting in front of your laptop most of the time! This is not the first time... Thousands of time. When I actually do the work, you take the credits! When I make money for you, you get all the income. You tell people that you work your ass up for this shit you're doing...

THAT'S A FREAKING LIE

I work my ass up for you work and I'm the one who work my ass up for your freaking salary! When there's a mistake, you end up blaming me and scolding me. If that's the case, why don't you do your own work instead of asking people! This is the reason why I can't wait to get out of town. In fact, move away from town! This is one of the reason why I hate my sports right now. Not because I suck at it, it's because of you making my life miserable because of the things you ask me to do every single time!

pissedmood!

So I lied before

So I lied about gonna post more often in this blog few years back. I didn't post anything at all. Up till today after I've not seen this blog, only today then I saw this blog. Somehow it's pretty long I've actually not posted here. In fact, I actually forget everything about this blog ever existed.

So, what should I write... Oh, the last time I posted something in here was saying that I study my studies in Curtin right. Well, there's slightly chances happen though. First of all, I'm no longer in Accounting and Finance major. I change my major to Business Administration. Looks like I couldn't do Finance. It's pretty hard. So, I change to  another Major. Since I've chance my major, it was pretty good so far. Oh, and guess what, it's my last course I'm doing right now. It's summer now in Australia and I'm doing summer course because I only have 2 units left and I really want to graduate this year. So that's the reason why I decided to take 2 units during summer (maximum of units I could take during summer is 2 anyways). Just saying. After I pass this 2 units during summer, and I'll be done with my studies for good! I'll be waiting for my graduation which will be on April :D Can't wait for that to happen though!

A lot of things did change around here ever since I entered to Curtin and get back to Miri. Like literally a lot has change. I stop blogging to blogspot and even my tumblr. Due to certain reason. I rather not saying it though. Life sucks
. That's why! Hahaha! Okay, I lied again. But it did change pretty a lot around here though. Kinda not used to it though. Up till now, I'm still not used to it. I had pretty a lot of ups and down throughout my studies the whole time till today. Nearly giving up a thousands of time but a lot of reason pull me up to my feet again to keep going on. One of them is my girlfriend that put my feet up. Not forgetting my family as well. I wonder why I started to write a blog here in blogspot. Hmmm.. That's weird. I'm suppose to do some exercise but I'm doing different thing. lol!
No one reading my blog anymore anyways. So, no matter. I'm just writing it for the sake of spending time wisely rather than wasted. So, I argued with my girlfriend again.... Boohoo.... (I don't know if you're gonna read this or not, I don't really care) I don't like arguing with her actually. But yeah, we end up arguing also. I got so pissed of over going to Kuala Lumpur and Kuching. Long story short, Mum going to shanghai, ask me go to KL to spend time with John and whatsoever and my girlfriend wants me to go Kuching to spend time with her. It's not that I do not want to spend time with her. I do, I really do... But what are the chance of me going to KL? Once a year. Not always. She go frustrated because I'm going to KL and not to Kuching. Yeah I know we seldom meet and she wants me to come to Kuching still. She said I do not understand how I feel, well, likewise baby... You do not understand how I feel either. Anyway,s that's a short story about it. I do not want to explain any longer because I'll get upset over it. So, I prefer not think about it and do something else which worth wasting my time rather than arguing. It's pointless arguing. I want to go KL and that's final. I can't just have to follow whatever she decided. Boohoo! (Again, I don't really care if you're reading this or  not baby, this is how I feel).

I think that's about it for now. Hopefully, I'll update often in blogspot. I won't promise and I can't promise but I'll try my best :) Cheers!

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