"How lucky for him to be in her shoe.
Filling with romantic feelings together.
Spilling out those 3 small yet meaningful letter words every each day.
Sharing thoughts and secrets,
Making others wondering for their laughter.
Hand in hand by the seashore while having a long walk.
Smiling for no reason but has a beautiful meaning behind those sparkling eyes.
Neither she nor he wouldn't miss the world for being together."

This is a poem which I just wrote yesterday night while talking with my close friend. She was in a relationship and I find myself jealous because of her love towards her boy friend. So at the same time, I was thinking of my cousin who are having a relationship as well. He tell me everything about how awesome to be in a relationship and all sort of happy story. As my cousin and my close friend told me about being in love, I started to have an enemies around me. Those enemies that I'm referring to are couples. I don't hate the person. I just hate their love because their love keeps on making me feel jealous with lots of reason. I can't seems to be friendly with this "couple". I kind of started hating love ever since my friends keep telling their happiness having 'Love' around. I suck at loving people... I know that and I'm sorry that I can't help myself for hating "love" so much because I can't feel love until I am in a love relationship like other people are. If I can fell this "love relationship", I guess from that day onwards, I can be friends with "couples" rather than being enemies. Someone, please love me and I'll love you like you have never been hurt. It's a promise to you.

So I speak with her yesterday evening and at night. But then again, I totally miss her so much. Hearing her voice is still not enough for me till I talk with her in person. So I went for a drink with a friend of mine. We had a fight at first and after that we're okay. So that very night, we went for a drink and surprisingly, I enjoy talking with my friends about everything and we had a lot of fun. Talking about memories, fantasy and everything. Talking about my poems and lyrics, talking about relationship, talking about friendship, about the beaches in Miri and Kuching. Comparing Miri and Kuching lifestyle and how great to have an awesome friend to be on our side. I totally enjoy that conversation after for so long I have not enjoy it =) And the place my friend and I went was a really old schools place which plays the oldiest song and It is so relaxing. I could feel the peace there. =) Thanks for bringing me there =) I would love to go there once more sometimes

I'm so in love with you

I realized love is painful...
When I was right beside you that night.
Because I know you more than anyone else,
Your natural kindness compresses my heart so much it hurts.

Even though...
Even though I'm looking at you right beside me,
Why...?
Why are we still just friends?
Even though...
Even though I think about you so much,
I can't convey my feelings.
You don't understand.
I'm so in love with you.

Because...
Because my heart hurts day after day,
I spend...
I spend countless nights without sleeping.
I wish...
I wish I could go back...
To the day I first met you.
I'm so in love with you

Happy 14th birthday to Gloria Choo!

Happy 14th Birthday Hunny!

How I wish I could be the first person to wish you a happy birthday
So disappointed that I couldn't be the first person.
Was hoping to call you and wish you in the middle of the night.
But unfortunately I can't.

I could only wish you happy birthday is when you're online...
Or till I could meet you.
How sad to have a life wishing like that.
I just feel so sad that I couldn't be there to cheer you up during your special day.
It should be the perfect day for you
But I was wrong.

I wasn't wrong that on your birthday is the perfect day.
But i was wrong that I couldn't be there with you for the whole day
I'm sorry I couldn't be there to give you a hug or a kiss for the birthday girl.
A kiss or a hug from me is not a present but its a gift.
The things that i wrap and give it to you is not just a gift..
It comes all through the way from my heart.
It may be expensive and it may not.

But it's not an ordinary gift.
It's a gift that no one could ever buy.
Not even the rich human being in this world could buy it as well.
It's a "friendship" gift.
A gift which has the words "thank you for being there for me all the time"
So hope this year's gift from me would be the best for you

Happy 14th birthday my dear Gloria Choo =)
Have a wonders and fabulous 14th birthday ever alright! =)
I love you! =D
*hugs* and *kisses*
XoXo
Your one and only FreAkiSh IdioTicLy Jobby

But I'll be there forever
You will see that It's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true.
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you
Till the end,
The end of time.
Please be mine.

The chorus from The Jonas Brothers song titled "Please be mine". One of my favorite song and I consider it as my top 5 list song. So as promised to some one that I'll be right there for her. Though I'm far as eyes can see but deep down in the heart, I'm too close till sometimes you could even imagine I was really there standing right in front of your eyes.

Nevertheless my shadow appear
Yet the eyes of the moonlight happen to be there.
Thoughts of silence
Sense the wildness of crowd,
Scattered the love letters
And yet the heart still missing some one.

This is the only words I can think of currently but I'm sure that this wise brain of mine could think more than just this. He he.

Without hesitation but for you i will

Spare me with your heart
And I'll turn over a new leaf.
Pour me with your feelings
And I'll love you for every moment.
As I look into your eyes,
I'll keep on repeating those 3 lovely words.
cherish my moment with you,
And I'll be sleeping with a huge smile.
Kiss me goodnight,
Hug me sweet dream,
And I'll have the best dreams I ever had.

A short poem that I wrote. While writing this poem, all I keep thinking was HER and I hope while you are reading this, you'll be thinking about me as well and smile. I hope that your today's smile brighten up your day because of me. I know that you've brighten up my day by referring to your gorgeous pictures =)

Dedicate to...

Pushing away those debts
Shifting the box to the end of the room
Spilling out the words in the echo space
Craving numerous shapes on the white sand

Shadow appearing in the day lights and nights
Craving those dark shadow onto the ground
With anonymous kind of acts showing to the floor.

Bright nights slip through the stars
Envy the pretty moon in the skies
Morning glory for the visible sun
Showing the gorgeous smile to the earth

Walking along the seashore hand in hand
10 miles away from the city to the clear salt water
Seeking those happy moment
End up being the best second happen

Sharing secrets in between the conversation
Rain pouring cats and dogs
And we both giggles so hard till we cried in laughter
My dreams come true as I kiss you on the rain
And return back to the shelter with the sweetest moment

As we think back the kisses under the heavy rain
Smiles upon our faces saying a few words
"I'm glad you're the one kissing me under the rain"
The color rosy red blushing appear on our cheek

It feels so hard
To let go our hands which has been sealed
We had no choice
But to see one slip aside

"I love you" was the last words to pop up
And all we could do now
Was to cherish those romantic weekend ever happen.

As we grow up,
We learn that
Even the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down
Probably will.
You'll have your heart broken,
Probably more than once,
And It's HARDER every time.
You'll break her hearts too,
So remember how it felt
When someone broke yours.
You'll fight with your best friend
And maybe even fall in love with them.
You'll blame a new love
For things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast
And you'll eventually lose someone close to you.
So take too many pictures,
Laugh too much,
And love like you've never been hurt
Because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset
Is a minute of Happiness you'll never get back.

My precious!

My Dearest Gloria Choo

Bea, Yen, Me, Malin and Willy

Grecilda

Gwendolyn Rinai

Jane, bawen, hunny, John, aerowine, shawn,
zach, brian, garnette, Gwendolyn, Jessica, Me
Nadirah

Me and My princess Joanna Fong

My lola Bunny Shaleen

me and Daniella@ Ello

Me, Katerina and John

Natasha and Me

My crazy church member!

my craziest college mate Agneas Piju

Barry and Aylwin

Mab, becka and willy

Alice Xiang

Brian Choo and me

Becka, me, Kristie and Mab

Willy and Jobby

Me and Joey

Me and John

Sizhen, Debbie and Alice

Amalina and her little brother

My dad's family and my brothers

My cousins, nephew, my mum and my brother

My cousin Nastassia Amanda

Me and my cousin Amanda Ningkan

My cousin Cindy Sylvia

My best friend forever Aaron Bian Balang

My family =)

Alok and my Uncle David

My aunt Alvina and My uncle Woofie

My Youngest brother Evan Colombus Donald

These people are the best people in my life which has always been there for me and brighten up my day most of the time. I love you all so much and will always be in my heart till death. From the top to the bottom pictures are the pictures of my friends, Family and everyone who has been part in my life =) I thank you guys and girls for everything you've had shared with me for all these time. For some reason I might have been a jerk in my life. I might have fought with you all for something stupid but just so you know, I totally love you all 100%. Muahxx!!!

"I would be the heater to make you feel warm,
When you're feeling cold.
I would be the shoulder for you to cry,
I would be the pillow on your bed,
When you're asleep.
I would be the alarm clock in the morning,
When you're awake.
Most important is...
I would be the boy,
When you needed a hug to feel better."

Was feeling so bored so I wrote a short poems to fill up my empty spaces. Anyway, I was thinking of something. About a dream. I would always say...

"Some dreams are not made to be granted"

Base on my experience in my life. It's a true and a logic words which I describe above. There's some dreams become reality and some are just continue to become a dream. Which most probably my dreams was majority to be continuously dreams and not reality. It's funny for me though because comparing to those who keep on saying "My dreams really come true at last" And my dream was just a nightmare. But rumors said that, dream of something dangerous for example you get drown and died is actually a good sign of your own life in reality. From what I know that if someone do have a dream like got killed or doing suicide is actually you're going to have a long life. What I mean by long life is that you wouldn't die in the early stage of age. I have no idea if it's a true rumors but hey, that's why people called it rumors right?

Okay, enough with the dreams conversation. Does anyone knows what is the different between "Teenage Love" and "Real Love"? Well, I could only have the answer for "Teenage Love" though. As for "Real Love" I am still in the process of searching the real meaning of it. He he. So here is the explanation for "Teenage Love".

"What is Teenage Love?"

It's staying up late for each other and barely staying awake in class the next day. It's passing each other between classes and stopping to say "Hi", but ending up running to your next class right before the bell rings. It's going to the mall, wandering around hand in hand, with a silence that's comfortable. It's watching a movie in the theaters with his arms slowly creeping onto your shoulders, and you resting your head in his arms. It's walking around at night, for no reason at all; his chest, her head, looking at the stars. It's uncertainty of how long it will last, a risk you're both willing to take, even if it means you'll have a broken heart. It's not yet true love, not like, nor lust, nor infatuation.It's teenage love, here to stay, here to play with our hearts and never to go away.

So there you go for the explanation on "What is teenage love?" After reading this article, I found out that this "Teenage love" really happens to all teenagers especially the part where it says "hand in hand" while wandering in the mall, "resting your head in his arms" while watching a movie and "here to play with our hearts" while we're in love. So I've experience this "Teenage love" view years back and it is totally different than having a real love. Just like what the article said "It's not yet a true love, not like, nor lust and nor infatuation". Agreed anyone?

Happy 19th Birthday to my friend Amalina =)

Amalina the birthday girl :)

"Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to Amalina! =)
Happy birthday to you =)"



Happy 19th birthday girl. Though your age are increasing but hey, there's more opportunity coming up front from the future and best of lucks in everything. By the way, nice talking to you and hope you like the cake in this internet =) hehe... Happy 19th birthday once again. Sorry that I get your picture without your permission.. It was a last minutes idea of mine from my small and cute brain. Lol! have fun yeah =D

A poem and a lyric

Picture of me doing those poems and lyrics. Ha ha!

So I've started to write a few short poem and song and might be very meaningful or might not. So not really sure but anyway, just enjoy it alright. I dedicate the poem and song that I've wrote to everyone who read my blog. So enjoy it and thank you so much =)

"New Story Began"

I've watched the same drama unfold so many times
Today kinda... Feels like I'm watching it again.
The instant you started smiling
Was when the new story began.
But I know the days will still
Be full of uncertainty and apprehension.
So open up your eyes,
And replace your loneliness with something more.
Find your lost bravery, and hold it up high!
I've finally remembered all the tears you've had to endure.
So we'll join hands, and a new story will unfold.

So basically that is what i have in my mind for my poems and the next thing is my song. The title of this song is "Gallop". I give the title of this song is because it is as speed as a horse and we keep on running till we reach to those things we desire for a long time =) So here you all go and enjoy it =)

"Gallop"

The beats pound on my ears
And their message sends shivers through my heart.
The dancing lights cast twisted shadows
To the frenzied rhythm of the liquid colors.

It's gotten so late...
If you let it all go,
If you've cried all your tears,
You've no reason to keep staring at the ground.

Lift your head back up, watch the sun rise,
And start chasing your dream!
Don't you feel my voice echoing beside you?
If you do hear me,If my voice carries,
Answer with your feet.
Even if you trip and get spun around,
Keep running down that endless road!

So that's the song that I could think of. I was thinking about an animal and then suddenly horse pops out my mind and horse gallop very fasts. So I decided to but the title of this song Gallop instead of other song =) hehe =)

Currently listening to this two artist music

Demi Lovato



The Jonas Brothers (Nick, Joe and Kevin)


So I am listening to The Jonas brothers songs and Demi Lovato songs. I totally love Demi's song. Her song are meaningful and I am loving it currently. The song that I mean is "Who will I be" and "This is me".

Below is the lyrics of "This is me" I'll share it and give the meaning of the song base from my understanding. Enjoy the lyrics.

"This Is Me (Gotta find you)"

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I had this dream
Right inside of me
I'm going to let it show
It's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is the real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light
Shine on me
Now I found
Who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like to feel so in the dark
To dream about a life where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's to far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is the real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light
Shine on me
Now I found
Who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you
This is the real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light
Shine on me
Now I found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be

This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
This is me
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing

Now I found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

What I understand for the first verse is that she is a shy girl who at first doesn't have the confidence on showing her real personality and afraid to show it. Second verse is telling that after realizing that she is good in something for example singing, she started to show her real personality to everyone and have the confidence on who is her. third verse is about afraid of being in the dark and while in the dark, thinking of something positive is the good way for a bright light to appear even if it's still dark. So believing ourselves is a very important things in life. The reason for my words is because "Believe ourself before believing others". It's more or less the same as "Love yourself then by that way, you could love others as well". I learn this words from my friends, family and those who I love so much.

The next song that I totally love is The Jonas Brothers. Gosh, I totally love their song. One of their best song I love to listen is "When you look me in the eyes" Here's the lyrics and I'll tell you about the lyrics of this song. The song has a bit of connection in my love life. So here's the lyrics.

"When you look me in the eyes"


If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.


When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.


How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again?
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.


More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.


When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
And when I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go, cause


When you look me in the eyes is the title of this song and for once, I was day dreaming and suddenly think of a girl who I love so much and said "will she look into my eyes and said I love you?" So that thoughts of mine keep on haunting me till one day, as I said to myself "maybe she will say that to me while looking me in the eyes.. or not" So basically it depends on her if she want to say that or not but I'm hoping that she'll "I love you" while looking me in the eyes because I know that I love so much that she could be my antidote for every of my sickness. That's it for now. =)

I was thinking of changing my phone theme and I did today. Without buying it. I create my own themes and today I learn something new in a new website and that is creating my own custom made themes. So far I did 3 themes and It's totally awesome from my eyes can see! My own pic and other people's picture and no one could guess who is the other people's picture I'm talking about except for my cousin Willy The Strange. Hehe!

Just receive a comments from someone I love so much and guess what... She brighten up my day today and I am really glad that she did it =) She told me that I was a fun person to be with even it was temporarily and not like the other boys she ever date. Haha! Screw you guys! hehe! Goodnight my love one! and thanks for everything. I'm going to sleep with a huge smile on my face with the best dream I would ever had and I'll cherish that dream till death! Yeay! I love you G!

Things gets pretty wild these days. There are a few reason why.

1. Final examination is killing my head but hey, at least I tried my best on doing it. It's in advance add math and maths. Anyone could get a headache because of it.

2. Someone I totally love and keep on missing that person a lot. Like really A LOT!

3. College mates having argument with each other and I tried to help but in the end, I got back stabbed.

4. Hating those people who doesn't appreciate my help and people who doesn't say thanks to me when I wish them happy birthday or other stuff.

5. After all my help with my sweats pouring down, they tend to forget me and don't even bother to call and bring me out. Especially those who are in trouble in their relationship. Asking my help and after everything went well back, they tend to forget me. Pissed me of!

6. A few assignments and one presentation haven't finish or started yet. Trying to do my assignment but end up having no idea on how the hell am I going to do my assignments and presentation.

7. Trying to figure out the assignments project and presentation background pictures.

And that's the 7 main reason for the wild days of mine. What the hell should I do? Continue doing it even though I don't have any idea on how am I going to do it? I DON'T THINK SO! I'm just going to do what I always do. Updating my blog, check my friendster and facebook, check my emails in yahoo.com, hotmail.com and also aaronabel.com. That is what I have in mind and I'm just going to do that crazy and silly stuff tho It's not important. Haha!

Sweet dream to my Panda bear and also to my MEAN GIRL! SHE'S MEAN AND SO AS ME! AND THAT'S THE COOLEST PART. BEING MEAN ARE THE BEST RIGHT MEAN GIRL?! lol! XD

Always there for you

Is there a song for me to memorize? Is there any history that I need to remember once more? Is there any words need to be spill out? For once, I knew something would go wrong in between but I just keep my mouth shut because I don't have any tricks left on my sleeve. All I'm depending right now is faith. Faith that could be at the presence of my side. So what is the question will you asked if you were to be there for me? Was there any pictures to be shown by the shore? Was there any voice to be heard by the lake or was there any sign of danger by the top of the edge? Grab a rope and I'll pull you to the top. Grab a gun and I'll join you to the war. Grab a spear and I'll combine a multiple fight against the enemy with you. And forever I will always be on your side. Just the two of us, walking along the seashore till sunset and when the time of moon appears in sight, we'll enjoy and cherish the morning till dawn moment we spent together for the whole day.

"Once Again"

Every time I think that I'm close to your heart.
But I need to try to get to the place where you are now.
I need to find you no matter what will happen.
Those consequences in front of me,
I'll get over it with or without any trouble.
I know that you'd be the missing pieces in my life,
And I know that I've been lost since yesterday.
Where you are is exactly where I wanna be right now.

Those three words are the exact words I wanted to say.
I'll shout out to the crowd
And I'll show to you how pure is my heart.
Sunrise to sunset,
I'll spent my time thinking of you.
You'd figure it out the reason of my thoughts.

Wake up call wouldn't be heard,
If you were there for my clock.
Goodnight sleep won't be sweet,
If you wouldn't kiss me for the last night.
As you fall to the ground,
I'd be there to catch you before touching the surface.
My world would be spinning,
With your love surrounding my presence.

As the night falls today,
I can't wait for tomorrow morning to come.
A moment after that,
I would have fall in love with you once more.
And there will be no regrets,
For me to fall on you.
Because I know that you'd love me.
Like how we use to love each other.

Love me forever...
And today would be the best day for you to remembered.

"Baby I love you"

We won't manage to change anything
By just dialing the wrong number, right?
All we ever do out here is dream
But we're not so useless that we can't do more.

And the things you've yet so see,
The things you've left behind,
If I can just take them all back,
Will it make a difference?
Will I make a difference?

Tell me, with your shy words,
About the things that made you cry,
I'll wash away the darkness in your heart.
I wanna get rid of myself some day,
I just wanna hold you in my arms.
The desire floods my veins!
Baby baby I love you

Even if your dreams take you to the most remote desert,
You won't be able to see through their deception.
We've cried all our tears out here,
But we're not so weak that we blame ourselves.

The things you've always heard...
A song from long ago...
If I sang from now till morning,
Would you let it go?
Could you let it go?

I'll sing it for you now,
To save your cold, numb heart.
And wipe clean the black, trembling night.
We'll never be able to trust again
If our evening is tainted,
The desire's breaking through my veins!
Baby baby I love you

Boys and girls!
Let your youth roar!

Make them think of no one but you!

Tell me, with your shy words,
About the things that made you cry.
I'll dye your black heart white.
Even though you'll be gone someday,
I'll never forget you as long as I love.
The desire left my veins in ruins!
baby I love you
baby I love you

Left in ruins, i cry,
I dance... I love.

With pure heart, I'm totally sorry

My promise was to be there for you and for once i have not kept that promise. I'm so sorry and I'll try to make it up to you in anyways. I was playing games and I didn't think that you would chat with me this evening. After playing games then I realise that you've chat with me while i was playing my games. Gosh, I just don't know how to say sorry anymore. =( How I wish I could go back to the past and even go to the future. I would have knew what will happen and I could even turn things up side down for example... Won't repeat the same mistake when I've turn back time..... I'm so sorry my dearest Gloria Choo... Really truly sorry. Hope you'll forgive me without having any sadness =(

Happy and yet sad in the same dream =S

For a second I thought it was to be real. For a moment I thought it was to be truth. But I end up waking up watching myself still on the bed. I was so happy yet so afraid to let it happen in the real world. It was about my dream I had last night and I couldn't think of the reason of that dream. Two person far away from me and happens to be in my dream all the sudden. That two person is the person I totally love so much. First person was my twin brother. So far in my eyes yet so near in my heart. The second person was a girl. A girl that i totally love so much too. And again... So far as eyes can see but so near as one heart can be. The girl I'm refering to was Gloria Choo. Yes I did have a relationship with her but why in the sudden she appear in my dreams to make me feel so sad while John is having the best life he ever had with me? My dreams aren't that clear but I could see it throughly. I was happy when John was around with me and we did a lot of stuff including sneek into someone's house. And that "someone's house" happen to be Gloria's house. There was nothing happen at first till I discover a piece of paper and a short note written down saying "I wouldn't miss the world with him but I'll miss the moon with you..." something like that and at the end of the letter it says "To: *some other guy's name and i can't really see it clearly* P/s: I love you" I was like so freaking sad in my life. Before my twin and I went out of the house, I managed to grab Gloria's purse and bring it back home. But when I look into her purse, I found my picture in every place. I keep on asking myself... "Does she still love me like how I love her before till now?" Those words keep on repeating in my head and I can't think of any solution to answer that question of mine. As I woke up in the morning, I knew that one thing for sure. That is... My love towards her are as strong as GOD's words.

"As 1000 Nights Pass"

"I want you to love me,
but i don't think you will."
I wander around as i repeat this to myself.
It's the only answer i have,
even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.

Do you love me or not?
I don't care what's the answer is, I just need to know!
No matter how badly I desire to be with you.
There are many unchangeable things in this world,
and my love for you
can't be stopped by anyone.

Chorus
As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you...
I have to let you know.
"I want you to love me
but I don't think you will."
I wander around as i repeat this to myself.
It's the only answer i have,
even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.
Putting these feelings into words is so scary, but
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.

The happiness we chance upon in our lives can't be expressed in words.
That's why we can only smile.
Why we sing "Do Re Mi" among the vivid autumn colors.
With winter at our backs, and the spring sunbeams peeking through the leaves
As to protect someone who's just been reborn.

As i looked at the road I'd traveled and the path ahead,
My eyes was filled with cowardice.
I wanted to look into your eyes,
But was afraid i wouldn't be honest.
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me
And live the rest of my days all alone
That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt.

Chorus
As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you...
I have to let you know.
"I want you to love me
but I don't think you will."
I wander around as i repeat this to myself.
It's the only answer i have,
even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.
Even if my feelings aren't returned,
I can say "I love you" to the one I love...
And that's the most beautiful thing in the world.

A new start for me =)

Okay, i know its been awhile... Okay... It's not really awhile.... I mean major long enough for not updating my blog. so today I'm going to update my blog since there is still a viewer to view my blog. So let me show a few of my pictures since the last time i update my blog till now alright? Not that special but It's a crazy life I'm going through. It may be fun and it may not but what the hell, It's how life goes right? Anyway, let's talk about the food. It's yummy and you'll never get tired of eating except when you're on a diet. So i've been to a lot of food stall and when i was in Kuala Lumpur, i found a shop which is totally weird than the other shop and even the name of the stall is even weirder.

Restaurant 1 to eat

So these is the restaurant that i was talking about. It's so weird to give such a name right? I mean, there's a lot of name and of all the stall names, "Restaurant 1 to eat" was the name. So weird.... Are they out of names or ideas? lol!

The other thing i want to talk about was a guy travel all over the world by just using his very own motorcycle. He travelled across the seven seas, in between the enemy line, and collected a lot of stuff from every each country which he managed to stop.

So these is his bike and that is the owner of the bike. How amazing that he travel by just using his bike and all he needed from everyone was support and PETROL! ha ha! Well, to travel we need petrol right. So he has no petrol. Big deal but do respect him for his adventurous life. I just wish i could be like him. Travel anyway, everywhere in anytime.

Let's talk about ARTS. Who doesn't like arts? I know i do. When i was In Kuala Lumpur, i spent a few night in Grand Millenium Hotel. It was a beautiful and huge hotel and It was a great hotel. Thus, It's damn near to all the shopping mall. Well not really, but shopping mall was like around that freaking hotel. Continue on the arts stuff, i went walking around in and out of the hotel. Nearby the swimming pool i found a wall fill with arts and It was beautiful. So I took a few pictures of the arts and here are one of it....


So i took this picture and i found it attractive. This is one part of the wall and on the left and right side of this picture is the continuous pictures or should i say arts. It's totally different and that is what I called arts.

Don't tell me that you or anyone never heard of PLANET HOLLYWOOD. It's like all around the world and I happen to be in Planet Hollywood Kuala Lumpur. There was a sign board which it was so damn funny and i found it interesting in the same time. Well, I know that I'm just a kid but please, i do know the real meaning of the sign board below. I'm not a child which is so idiot to understand the true meaning behind those words.



Haha. This is what I'm talking about. Anyone can understand the true meaning behing those words right. If anyone don't understand, then you're an idiot. I thought that I'm stupid but there is still someone in this world stupid than me. lol!

The only drink which suprise me a lot! Milo Dinosaur. In Sarawak, we all would order Milo ice right? So i went to Mid Valley, Kuala Lumpur and my cousin and i went to a shop sales drinks only. I guess, lol! I read through the menu and this "MILO DINOSAUR" caught my sight. I was wondering how does it looks like so I order Milo Dinosaur. When the waiter gave me my 'Milo Dinosaur', I started to laugh because I wasn't expecting some drink to be any weirder. lol. These is the picture of the Milo Dinosaur that I took.

It really does look like 'a dinosaur'. I mean look at the content of the milo. It's so damn much. That's i what i called 'Pure Milo'! haha! By the time i start to drink this 'Milo Dinosaur', the thick milo stuck in my tooth. lol!

Gothic shop! Suprisingly, I found the Gothic Store shop lot and It's only for those gothic member (which I'm not) but DAMN It's a cool Gothic store. I mean, outside of the shop, they display all the Gothic cloth and chain. It was my first time watching those complete Gothic wear. Here are one of the pictures i managed to take....


These is what i really call "Gothic cloth". Haha and Hell Yeah It's an awesome store. I wanted to went in to check it out but i just can't go in without being a member. So i just have to watch the cloth from inside out. I mean from the outside to see the inside. Hehe.

Cheers to beers! I've gone tipsy with this "Beer Tower" in Planet Hollywood. Then again, it was my first time drinking a beer tower. It took me ages to finish this freaking huge beer tower that my uncle and I ordered but it was worth to drink for. lol. I've gone tipsy after finishing the "Beer Tower". I guess you all don't understand what am I talking about this "Beer Tower" right? lol. Here is the picture...


Damn huge right?! haha. I miss this drink. lol! But hey... Sooner or later i could drink this huge tower in the future and I'll be waiting for you BEER TOWER! haha....

Last but not least, the best memories I ever had was the Kuala Lumpur AIRPORT!!!! My last time i went to KLIA when i was primary 6. That time, i was just 11 years old. Not yet 12... hehe. Then after for 7 years, i finally came back to KLIA. Everything change and i couldn't remember a thing except one place. This place fills a lot of memories with my twin brother. So here is this 'Sweet memories of mine' for all this years....


Look at that playground plane/aircraft, that was one of my best memories with my twin brother. We use to be in that playground plane to be a pilot (AS IF) lol! but hey.... It was fun being a kid and i miss it a lot. I went around that plane and it reminds me those crazy life of mine.

So there you go, that's it for today and will update my blog once again sooner or later alright? Once again, I'm sorry to my viewer for not updated my blog and enjoy this new brand story =) Chaw! I <3 SOMEONE!